You know, I’m full of it sometimes. “Oh, I’m composed, I’m a lady” *Remembers All the animal noises I’ve been making and running around the house sqealing like an idiot.* Riggghtt…. So I think the hormones are starting to go to my head. just a little. or a lot. I’ve always done it a bit, but it has gotten like 50 times worse.
It’s like puberty all over again, but worse. I only remember my horror at like everything people were telling me was going to happen. and being really, really depressed. I just closed up inside. But sage, you ain’t on those things yet. you are too lazy to even ring the stupid place up and make another apointment. Shhh… I lost the card they gave me. opps. oh, wait. *rummages around*. Here is the number! (but not the card…) not that you can see it or anything. nope. Oh, and did I forget to mention I have a disability that makes it nigh impossible to effectively communicate with people? yeah. so I’m sunk for the moment until I can find someone to con to do it instead.
Oh, and did I mention it is a 4 hour drive to Adelaide (the city) if I want to go?So If I ring them up it will end badly. and having an invisible disabiltiy makes me want to scream at people sometimes! Don’t you understand I can’t do that!? apparently not. And don’t even get me started on how bad I was growing up. I have made so much progress and gave way to people’s nonsense so many times lately and I have had enough!
So yeah. I’m not really sure how to handle it. plus me not getting enough sleep and eating sugar and you get a right terror on your hands. Anyway, I’m like a menace to society right now. hehe.
Oh, And I’m umming and arring about ordering women’s clothing online. I have like stuff in the cart right now, but I’m just making sure I get everything i want first. and not to mention the annoyed male part of myself just rolling it’s eyes. go away! Nobody likes you! And I am supposed to care? I do not. See what I mean? MEANIE! Meanie!
Ps: It doesn’t really happen like that. I just think it’s hilarious to make it seem that way. we get along just fine.