Guilty Confessions of a Sage

Hey, You know something? Sometimes I act like I’m above it all. Sometimes I seem totally alien and strange. Not today. ‘ve been hunting for clothes that I can wear later in my transition. Sometimes it is fun and you find something you like. it’s on sale. everything is going great. you actually have money now. Annnd….. It’s sold out. you could get the reddish one instead of the grey one… you like red.

(O_O) See this? apparently it’s called a coatigan. I seem to like them. I think I generally like anything that is loose-fitting and ‘flowy’ oh, and let’s not forget my hatred of shoes. barefoot is the way to go.Sold Out!

Okay. It’s not like That was the only decent thing in the entire range or07L12_BUC_MODEL anything. Oh. Wait. It was. Duck me. Not only that, but some models shouldn’t be allowed to be that pretty! you buy the clothes because they are adorable instead of any logical reason.

I mean, just look at this lady on the right. I mean, Adorable right? I bought that top. I’m wearing it. And it is all her fault. Hey, it is the end of the financial year here in australia. I suppose that would have something to do with it. I’ve never even had this much money before either. But If I was going to splurge at any time, this would be it.

So I ended up buying some stuff anyway. I’m a little bemused by my choices all in all. Like

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You wouldn’t think less of me now, would you? Tilts head and Gives you that Look 😛

those pink floral pyjama pants I ordered.Why? Oh, no reason… Okay, okay! I like them!  Why am I sharing this with the internet? Cause my family is a bunch of unsupportive asshats, that’s why. and I have no friends… Follow?

Oh, and games were on sale (. I bought some of those. Shadows of mordor is really fun. It is supposed to have this dynamic orc system. See, when you die they get promoted and so on…

But I didn’t die. 🙂 after playing dark souls this is hilariously easy to exploit and cheese. I mean, when the game wants you to block or dodge it comes up on the screen!

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I took them all out The one left is my puppet. 🙂 Ps: You are not supposed to be able to do that. I’m just really good at these sorts of games. (or more that they are so forgiving and soft of mistakes oh? you are losing? Better run and grab another plant.)

I Promise I will write some more substansial stuff soon. Honest. But I need to withdraw sometimes. I get tired of being so serious all of the time.

 

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3 thoughts on “Guilty Confessions of a Sage

  1. Your account always fascinates me, as all these changes are seeming to come about rather innocently. It’s like another layer has been added to your person and you’re just trying it on (not talking about the clothes). Like there is more dimensionality to you.
    Anyway, you’re probably wondering what in the world is this guy talking about. Well, this is where I see the world going in the not too distant future. We are crossing a spiritual frontier and the differences between sexes and the re-creative ability won’t be that much of an issue anymore. We are moving from the physical world mankind has always lived in, to the spiritual frontier. Why would one need sex or sexes if life does not end?
    Sure, we will still recognize beauty in another, but it will be more of an acknowledgement rather than an animalistic attraction.
    Okay, so hopefully I have not blown your mind too much. Take care!

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    1. I know exactly what you are talking about. I’ve had this part of myself all along, I just wasn’t allowed to express it.
      And me? Innocent? Naturally.

      You see the world that has yet to come to pass? I must admit I don’t envy the effort you must have devoted to the art, Seer. take care not to get burned. you will know what I mean.
      But I already know of this. Not only will that, but fashion will become less definined and clothes rather loose and quite the opposite of form fitting. Much like it was in the past. I know I will be awaiting the shift with eagerness.

      We (Me and my kind) are already at the state of being beyond animalistic attraction. Soon you will follow. But I must ask: How soon is soon? decades, centuries, or mere years?

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