It is time to let go of childish things. Shed the weight that shackles me Abandon silk and finery I’m going on a journey To Purify this sullied vessel And none can follow me what awaits me elsewhere That I cannot say I wish to reignite the spark So our beacon burns bright! For the … More Shedding.
For a while now, I’ve wondered if there might be a better life for me elsewhere. Maybe the city has more to offer? Or maybe I could travel for a while, and see if anywhere seems nice. After all, I’ve been living in the same place for a very long time. For the last year … More The Search for greener grass
“Hey, can I get you some lunch?” I turn my head, only be met with total stranger-her face etched with concern. Oops. I had been staring longingly at the Chinese food. Not out of hunger, just mere curiosity. All full of meat. Darn. A total stranger! I mean, It’s touching and all, but I’m not … More Making light of Anorexia
Not too long I was munching into what claimed to be bread. Yuck! Try as it might, it was never going to be wheat. They spent so much effort trying to change it into something it’s not. Not too long after staring at the laundry list of ingredients, I started to wonder: What could they … More Learning to go with the grain
It would seem the leaves are falling. Everything that was whizzing by. Leaving The shell behind. I can scarcely believe my eyes. Just what lies underneath? Yes. Spring cleaning in autumn. I hope you understand the kind of person I am now. 😛 Anyway, I’ve been going though quite an emotional upheaval of late. It … More Doing some spring cleaning.
My blog has been rather quiet for some time. And when it hasn’t been, most of it has been rather irrelevant. I feel like I’m coming out of a fog. I’ve been afraid to speak my mind for fear of what people might think.My transition has forced me to hide so much of who I … More I’m still Alive!
Seeing as nobody wanted to read my last post, I’m making this one! because… reasons? I guess people really do judge books by their covers. it was a happy post! well, mostly. It was kinda bittersweet. I don’t feel this cold dark void of oblivion creeping into my every thought anymore. I feel warm inside. … More What now?